I, like many others, want my life and labor to have a positive impact on the world; and to feel fulfilled by and satisfied with the way I spend my time. Time is a limited resource for all and for many of us, with the resources to read and write a blog like this, it is the resource that most constrains the positive impact we can make with our labor. Everything we do takes time, and as such, the choices we make about how we spend our time will both enable and constrain the positive impact we have on our committees and the biosphere as a whole.
My desire to have a positive impact and feel fulfilled led me to step into the circle at a personal growth workshop, and doing so opened my eyes, again, to the need to narrow the focus of my actions so that my work will have a meaningful impact and I will feel fulfilled. I shared openly in the circle about the dilemma I face. I am both interested in and capable of making a meaningful difference in many different areas, yet if I take on work in too many different areas simultaneously I will likely not have a significant impact on any and feel dissatisfied and unfulfilled.
After sharing and doing some public exploration of this topic, several other participants came up to me letting me know that they too felt challenged by this issue. They appreciated that I had brought the topic forward. Understanding that I am not alone in this challenge it seemed appropriate that I share some of my learning and current thinking in this blog, a more public and less ephemeral forum.
I came into this public exploration with an affirmation or “contract,” stating what I desired to be the truth of my future life and used this as the jumping off point. I shared: “I align my actions with my priorities and values, staying present, acting mindfully and engaging fully in collaboration with others.” and after some public exploration, facilitated by the workshop leader, I arrived at a slightly shifted statement which will serve me as I chart my course forward.
The key change was a shift from aligning my actions with my priorities and values…., to focusing my actions …... This change calls me to narrow the scope of my actions making it more possible to invest more time and mental energy in each. With a limited scope of action I can have both an understanding of the territory and sufficient awareness of the particular situation to support true engagement. My experience has been that when my time and mental focus is split among too many things, most of them receive insufficient focus to achieve engagement or to complete meaningful actions. In such circumstances I have experienced dissatisfaction and frustration, while feeling distant from the projects in such a way that I lost interest, and I have not felt fulfilled.
It is my intention to focus my actions on few enough things that I will be spending sufficient time on each that they will remain in my awareness and thus allow me to support the making of meaningful progress on each of the projects or areas that I take on, to do or support.
Breaking this down affirmation or “contract”:
“I focus my actions on my priorities in alignment with my values, staying present, acting mindfully and engaging fully in collaboration with others.”
- “I” I am responsible for what I do.
- “focus” I focus, making sharp and clear what I am doing helping me to not take on more than I can deliver in an effective and personally fulfilling way.
- “my actions on my priorities in alignment with my values” — I am in action
- “focus my actions on my priorities …. ” I have priorities which help to guide the selection of actions I take.
- “in alignment with my values” I have core values and the actions I take will be in alignment with these values.
- “staying present” means that I attend to the reality in each situation (which is supported by my meditation practice)
- “acting mindfully” which suggests intentionality, consciousness and awareness about the actions I take including potential unintended consequences.
- “engaging fully” in what I am doing which allows me to be most effective and at times to enter a flow state leading to great work, and the personal intrinsic satisfaction that comes with being in a state of flow.
- “collaborating with others” suggests both that I am doing things with others as well as that I am in collaboration, actively participating in creative and less creative work that is done.
I look forward to developing and implementing a plan to make this “contract” or affirmation a reality:
“I focus my actions on my priorities in alignment with my values, staying present, acting mindfully and engaging fully in collaboration with others.”